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07 July, 2006
Options in hand
Both my parent let me to decide. Um..whether go for the surgery or not. I went to the hospital and i knew that it's really a "bloody-hell" surgery. And kinda risky too...U think i'm a brave girl? Haha..coz the docs say so. My mum said that if i really want to have this surgery, it's okay and they will take care of me. It is a big surgery..unlike the one i had in GH. After hearing the doc's word i was totally stunned.
My options. What if i take the wrong step? What if the surgery did not sucess? It's like a decison between life and dead. Now i'm the blurr person in the poem "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost.
I'm standing in the middle of the road, i only have 2 ways to go. Either left or right. How do i know, which way i turn would be the right way? How do i know, that once i had set my way down the road and i will lost? And perhaps one day in the future i will regret for my choices.
I don't know izzit going to be a sunny day or stormy day for me. But i'll always bring along an umbrella, just in case. My decision, it will make a difference in my life. I'll make my decision after SPM. For now, study and prepare for SPM. Wish me luck ya..^.^
posted by -Val- on Friday, July 07, 2006
