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26 August, 2006
Oh pls..
Hiazz..there's some knots in my stomach right now. My mum lorr bought durians from da night market..we all laugh like craze fella. Mum!! Next time examine the durians before u buy..ok? Huiyoo!*my stomach grumbles again* I remembered that Sir Andrew hates durian. Hey Sir Andrew, not bad mah? Hehe..=PI finished the essay about the funeral thing. Hiazz..a terrible one. Too short already i think, but what can i do? Outta points ledi. I sort of like..um.."campur aduk" all the points. Terrible essay..arhh! It's just 5 paragraphs..so short? How? How? Hiazz..When i was writing about the funeral essay, somehow i feel numb. I don't know how to describe all "the stuff", u know? The stuffs.
God I feel really sorry for i'm stil living in confusion. All the stuff just darted to my mind in all sudden. Err..how to say ar? I'm so feeling so mixed right now. Now I'm no longer a freethinker because I embraced Buddhism. Actually I think lar, being a Christian or Buddhist, literally they are the same because Jesus/Buddha help us to be a better person. Forgive me if I'm wrong because I'm noob in all these.
In da houz, no one taught us about all this..umm complicated. Somehow I feel like falling apart. I wonder, is there any "sunday school" in the for Buddhism? For an elderly like me? I still remember stuffs about Christianity because I attended Sunday School since I was a lil gal. Hey wanna hear me sing? =P
When I recalled my past, I was really silly when I was a lil gal. Every night before I "went" to bed i'll pray to Jesus. My bed was a double-decked bed. (Till now..) I slept on the top and there's a ladder connecting to my bed. So every night I'll stand near the ladder and pray before I climb to bed. My mum was like.."Ah girl arr,Where got ppl like dat de? Before went to bed means before u sleep, if u stand there how other people walk?"
Haha..silly me. Hiazz, who I am right now? I don't know. Can anyone tell me? I think I'll probe the hidden answers after SPM. Feel really numb right now..dat's all for today larr. I've been blogging really often these days because I feel really bored in da houz. Actually I wanna "kacau" my frenz de but i just don't feel like disturbing the others because of trial exam. So all I could do is blog. Forgive me for all the stuffs i crapped during this whole week. May God bless everyone out there! God bless ya!
posted by -Val- on Saturday, August 26, 2006
