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15 September, 2006

Week 1

Puff!I pulled through the first week...how exhausting! I don't know what I did this week. Blurr~! Today we had English. Hiaz..I hardly read anything. (Why nobody believes in me?) Really lerr! I got tips but not quite accurate lor! Only the "bear" and the money thing came out. =P Having or without tips, still the same. Hiazz..I didn't use the so known as TIPS very well. (Dummy gal!)

The subject of my fear the most is English. (Dun believe? Haha..nobody believe me when I tell about this) Um..how to say arr? When we were certified by the others that we'll score high marks in exam because we did so in the previous one, in other words people having high expectation on us, the feeling is so terrible! Terrible! It's like u are the champion of a certain competition and u must maintain ur record because other people expecting good stuff from u. To make this easy, it's like the World Cup lor. People had been expecting Brazil to win the World Cup but did they? My feeling is like this lorr..

Am I being "kiasu"? (Scare of lose?) I don't know and don't understand err, why human beings are so competitive? A bit also want to compare. Less or more marks will kill someone meh..haiyoo. Being competitive MAY make us feel better but it NEVER make the others happy. Eh back to the topic, exam. Gone too far ledi..

Being a trouble-maker, I am just a good for nothing gal. I feel like being a bad person right now. What is going on to me? I don't know, if I'm that kind of person. I regret for what I did..I'm really sorry. I feel so terrible right now. I'm so so sorry...forgive me. On the other hand, I don't know what lays behind the mask. I feel really dissapointed of the person being perfunctory.

Is this what they call the dignity of a person?

posted by -Val- on Friday, September 15, 2006