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Hi! I'm Val. Well, um.. I juz an ordinary gal dat always feeling numb to the vacancy of my own humanity.^_^
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26 February, 2006
I found a theme..for my poem..but a sad one
I found a theme..a perfect theme..for my feeling now. Craping all these words all around...But i stil haven't have of a title for this poem..ha..Dunno why..feels good to write a poem..it signifys how i feel now. Mayb i shud make this as my new hobby..Title : ...
Forced
Depressed and unwared
Yet i don't have the courage to tell
I whisper that everything was just fine
Screaming inside
Like torning everything apart
My fake smiling mask faded
Music runs through my veins
Cheers up when it rains
Just a simple "NO"
And everything would be just fine
But then
It just stuck in my throat
No matter how hard i tried
All these faces
They used to be very small and friendly
But now
They are big and scary
Staring at me
Waying out my options
Seems useless
And so
I'm writing this poem
Hitting the words
With all the thoughts
Keeping for myself
posted by -Val- on Sunday, February 26, 2006
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12 February, 2006
A Valentine poem for my wifes...
Valentine is a few days ahead, dat day i very busy oohh..ha..with so many wifes need to celebrate with each of them.. This r my thoughts after watching "reaching for the stars"...
M.O.V.I.E.S
Movies
It was beautiful
Full of romance and ecstacy
Reaching for the stars..**
Movie love
Sometimes seem so much better than reality
Faithfulness and keeping each other statisfied
Movies make falling in love easily to believe
A million complications
Yet they'll find the ones
And tears to flow
And those words
Began to roll across the screen
My heart keeps sinking
Deeper and deeper in my chest
As i sit in front of TV waiting and wondering..
If this will ever come to an end
Reaching for the stars..**
Sweet and soft melodies fill my head
Maybe the fairy tale will come true..
A one that is perfect and pure
posted by -Val- on Sunday, February 12, 2006
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11 February, 2006
A Friendship poem written by ME..ha..
Gossipers, stab backers..so many fighting issues among friends.I'm just feeling writing about it..ha..think about half and hour finish this poem..F.R.I.E.N.D.S
A friend
Is a gift u you give yourself
Friendship is the best gift you can give to anyone
But
It takes a lot of understanding,
Times and trusts to gain a close friendship with someone.
I thought u were my friend
But i was totally wrong,
You just follow the stupid trend,
You said you would be my best friend,
As you know i believed,
I was so stupid.
As tears roll down my face
If u could at least tell me why,
Why u hated me so much..
Maybe i wouldn't be
so confused as such
WE used to be bests--friends
but then u turned away
Pushed ur knife to my back with such glee
Friends till the end,
That's what u used to always say
Friends till the end,
But u lied,
And i'm goin about to cry..
I hunched forward and leaned on my hand,
Light sniffles turned to cries,
And cries to hysterics.
posted by -Val- on Saturday, February 11, 2006
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10 February, 2006
Another S.H.E pics frm "Zhen Ming Tian Nu"!!
Reaching for the stars..
Xiao Rou wan to marry with Ya Wei oledi..c she so happi..
Two gals after a guy..o.oNo lar..he likes Ella more than Selina..=P
Ella and him looks so cute together.
CHEESE..*Ka chak*
Cute couples..hey why Ya Wei stand with Lei Lei de?I like Ren Jie( Ella ) and Zhen Hao ( Yan Jun ) the most!!..^=^
**..Reaching for the stars...**posted by -Val- on Friday, February 10, 2006
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03 February, 2006
"Zhen Ming Tian Nu"..S.H.E!!
Xiao Nuo(Ren Jie), Lei Lei, Xiao Rou
The little boy is Ren Jie's brother..
Woa..2 guys after a girl..
They looks so cute together...^=^ 
S.H.E!! so pretty..The pictures nice or not? i like dat show veri much oohh!! But hor..my bro say not nice..=P slap him ar..not nice...he very bad taste de!! =D i love the show very very much..the story so nice..
I like to watch especially when Zhen Hao and Xiao Nuo ( Ren Jie )..they look so nice together. I saw "zhen ming tian lu" books at Popular..got comic version de.Got novel..pictures..poster, so nice ohh!! i wan to buy..but very expensive ohh..broke already..so...anyone who hav the book..borrow me ar?
posted by -Val- on Friday, February 03, 2006
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02 February, 2006
My CNY 2006..!!
Just came home frm Kedah.Waaa..so tired oohh..just now finish watch "Zhen Ming Tian Niu"..i feel like very like SHE liao..dunno y..hmm..mayb becoz i watch the show lo..and mayb becoz at Kedah ther always saw SHE mv.very nicee oohh..
Um..CNY ar?..very boring,very different. Its like..some1 is missing and u'll never feel the same anymore. Everytime we went back ther Wen will always ther awaiting for us, will "drag" me and Ah Gor to her room, chat and play. We are like a gang, now...no more liao lo..so..like so empty...didn't went back to Jitra for 2 years already. Last year we spent CNY at Singapore.
At there..when i wan read book also no mood. When i want to start to read, Wei Qin came to me and tell me story about Pinnochio. =_='' Then, Xun Qin came and call me c him take bath. Aiyyooo...c him naked...And,all my cousin very gud in "ngai" ppl de..when i say "NO" hor, they look very sad..then..i hav to say "YES".
New Year Eve also no go anywhere..coz Uncle 2 is a vegetarian now.But auntie and my cousins are not, so..feel very strange. Wei Han become a bit like Wei Wen, mayb her duty to take over her sister's responsibility. The way she look after the small ones.. Now i really feel very empty....
My "piu gor" both of them also went back to Kedah. Chehh..they say all about computer things, dunno wat they said. They chat wit my bro..i hear hear hear lo..dun understand.ha..
Then we went to C-MART.Waa..so big oohh...Auntie 2 them open de..waaa..like Ong Tai Kim so big ar..upthere can play football.Got one big big field can play, but need give money lar. Then got PaintBall sumore!! WAAA..syok lar..but that day bcoz no time..so go walk oni. PaintBall is..um..neh the game ar..need wear like army like that and can shoot people use a big bazooka. Got one big field and a lot of big tong. The player hav to avoid from other people shot and need to grab the flag.Like in the Hong Kong movie, always got de. But if kena already very pain de ar..Han say de. Wah next time wanna play lo...next year...
There..C-Mart there things very cheap..ok lar..coz North area is more cheaper then KL.I bought a bag, QuickSilver de.My mum bought a Hp, Samsung de..at Pacific there. WOA i tell u hor..the guy!! the guy who sells hp, so "chuan" ar..think we dunno about hp stuff...i so so so not like him. so rude..but then my mum buy hp from him. Coz my mum wanna use..
At there i hope i can online, chat with frenz or call my frenz.i wanna call, but scare very expensive. When wan to tell some1 something but cannot say, have to wait back to KL oni say. That time already dun hav the kind of "feeling" already. Say already also not happy...
This saturday i'm goin to Kai Weng's Open House. I hope..i wish..at least..i'm goin to enjoy myself that day. Coz these CNY days made me very empty and sad. Ha..i think i'm the only one who is not enjoying CNY..hor?
posted by -Val- on Thursday, February 02, 2006
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