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Hi! I'm Val. Well, um..
I juz an ordinary gal dat always feeling numb to the vacancy of my own humanity.^_^

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28 April, 2006

So happi today..

Sir How returned ledi lo!! So surprised to see him today at tuition, i thought he would not come again, so happi lo!! Mr.B (i would call him Mr BLUR) is going to teach the guys..=P Hahaaa..i like Sir How, i mean the way he teach and he always gave us kasturi's notes. Aiyo dunno will kena saman or not lehh..=_='' He ar, always say me "ah moi" here and "ah moi" there..aiyoo..he thinks that i can't speak chinese or malay. He explain to me in ENGLISH..~!@#$~ so funny lerr..haha..

Anyway thanx En Jehabar so so much! Ha..he must felt i was annoying so he "invite" Sir How back to PTAJ again. Haha..aiyo..so happi lerr! Next week PTAJ exam ohhh..aiyo tuition also got exam. I wan die ledi lo..jz now finish Sej exam. I didn't prepare anything then suddenly wan exam..hope at least i'll correct 50:50 lo..

Didn't write poem for a long time ledi. Aiyo my finger itchy ledi, wanna write one.But dunno wanna write about what. Hmm..later see lo..if i free..or after exam..

Something went wrong with this computer. The msn..kek liao lo, and the Window Media Player is not funtioning. So cham ohh..My bro lo..busy with his game. Exam approaching ohh, hiazz speak about exam...
That day i met Miss Sia, well i think there has been some misunderstood between us huh? ha..i think she too sensitive lerr..aiyoo.

But lerr i think our class teacher is veri good ohh, Miss Chan treat us very well. But i heard frm other class she treat them not as good as our class, mayb she loves us??

posted by -Val- on Friday, April 28, 2006
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15 April, 2006

Tuition..

Playing with TiQa's glasses. @.@

The gal writing something was Fatin, she was drawing her prince.Haha!! Aiyo TiQa's glasses so big lerr..i look so funny. Aiyo TiQa will sure kill me if she finds out that i "stold" her glasses. =Z

Yesterday tuition, at Sejarah class Cikgu Kamal questioned me what is Majlis Perundangan Persekutuan (MPP) =.='' i forget already what is that, he told us last week. I remember a bit dun remember a bit. I simply answer him "Parlimen". So lucky ohh, i was correct. PHEW~!! He always say me keep on high-lighting the notes during his class. (Am i wrong? =P)

Guess what Cikgu Kamal asked me before class..
" Awk macam diam-diam shj, awk faham tak? Kalau tak faham mesti tanya tau?" =_=''

My Sejarah Notes..

posted by -Val- on Saturday, April 15, 2006
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11 April, 2006

Party at Thong's houz..

Today we went to Thong's houz party!! All librarians except Kai Weng, Chee Hoe, and Pui Yue. I had flue today..so cham ohh. I reached Thong's houz at about 10.30am. I was the first one who reach there. @$%~! I thought i was late...=_='' Thong's computer fulled with SHE pics..*-* Woaaa..i was a lil fan of SHE too~ Hehe..

We had steamboat, pizzas, sushi (chew lin made de ohh!!), ice-cream, agar-agar (An Nai made de ohh!!) So nice lerr!! Eat so much..until fat ledi lo..

Today veri happi ohh!! We having so much fun today..ha..Thong's mum is a nice lady. Aiyo..pity Thong's bro (Xiang Le) lo..Thong always bully him de. But hor..i so envy ar. His bro so good let her bully, my bro leh he dun choi me also. I begged him to help me set the bluetooth setting for my handphone since last year...hiaz~

Realli enjoy our lil party! Hope next time we'll hav a party like this again lo...

posted by -Val- on Tuesday, April 11, 2006
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09 April, 2006

Sick..

Today PS got activity..so i went to skol lo. When i reached there, where were the other Form 5 librarians? so bad lerr them, they came late to skol. We're planning to hav a simple gathering on next tuesday, hope it's going to work..
I'm sick ledi..I'm looking for a doctor, a remedy that will cure me completely. It's a simple poem..don't know what to write...and i'm very tired today. Sleepy..ZzzZzz..=_=

Title: Sick
No chances to be happy
Never feeling well or "okay"
I'm a patient who is trying to get better
Yet there is no remedy in sight
To cure my illness

I'm sick
Sick of being lost in life
No directions towards paths and roads
Sick of seeking the way out
Out of the never ending problems

I'm sick
Sick of hiding behind the disguise
Between truth and lies
Sick of the cuts
The cuts that make me falling helplessly

I'm sick
Sick of wearing a mask
A fake smiling mask across my face
Sick of being too soft hearted
Holding the tears and thoughts for myself

I'm sick
Sick of running out of inspiration
Tonight seems to be a never ending night
The darkness breaking through the light
Swirling to a world of peace and tranquility

posted by -Val- on Sunday, April 09, 2006
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01 April, 2006

I'm a girl..

Feeling bored. I slept late lastnight..about 2pm. And feeling like writing another poem during April Fool. Don't know wanna put what title for this one..

Titile: (Haven't decide yet..)
Looking through the mirror
Aching with sadness
Feeling torn apart

I'm a girl
Who wants to be free
Who wants something more
Who wants to be blessed with a nice look
Everyday people look at me
Criticizing and
Getting cold looks as I walked

Somehow i felt being cut on my vein
Holding tears inside
Covering my face with a smiling mask
It was hardly noticeable

I've seen
How guys flirt on pretty-cute girls
How girls flirt on good-looking guys
How people judge other people
Ignoring the within

I'm a girl
Hiding in the darkness
Being haunted by the cruel criticism

posted by -Val- on Saturday, April 01, 2006
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A Night

It's 12.50am now. Sitting here knocking some words through my blog as my bro stil haven't back yet. I guess he went for a "tea" with his friends, don't get so surprise. He always did that..back home late night. It's been a quiet night. No handphone beeping, no calls, no sms, no nothing. I like this. I'm in my study room, just me with a piece of paper and a pen, writing....

Title: A Night

As the sky gets deeper
The full moon gleamed
A blanket of stars coverd the sky

It's a meek night
As the loneliness sweeping in
I lay there
Seeking for the brightest diamond
Making a wish upon them

It's a silent night
As the sky growing ominously darker
I hunched forward
Putting all the words together like scrambled egg
With tears collected in my eye lashes

It's a fagrid night
As the storm rumbles
I'm shivering in despair
Growing up and conquering all dreams
In hope to reach the brightest star

It's a perfect night
Felling asleep leaning my hand
Drifting to the dream of ecstasy

posted by -Val- on Saturday, April 01, 2006
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