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About Me


Hi! I'm Val. Well, um..
I juz an ordinary gal dat always feeling numb to the vacancy of my own humanity.^_^

I'm a full-time reader, net surfer and part-time blogger. This is my blog where I'd crap all my thoughts, everything!

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-Playing Piano-
-Sleeping-


Previous Posts

  • Being Left Behind
  • A break for a hedge
  • Choices
  • Blogger or Reader?
  • Six Sense or Sensitive?
  • MERDEKA~!!
  • The right one to arrive
  • An unexpected tragedy
  • A Draft Entry, since when ar? No idea!
  • A mail, a lil guess?


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  • December 2005
  • January 2006
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  • March 2007
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    31 May, 2006

    Yummy dumpling


    Yummy dumpling~ Dat's my mum's dumpling made for the competition at Time Square. Nice or not?

    Last saturday, was an exhausting day..me and my mum sure did enjoyed ourselves on dat day. I remembered there was a judge, he's the manager frm Top-Ozone brand, he said that i was a good girl coz i accompanied my mum to the competition. Ms Amy Beh was one of the judge too..

    Today we brought some dumplings to the temple, vegetarian de lar. Then we got 'bai bai' lor.. Our family doesn't really whip up this celebration. All i do during this day is just..EAT, EAT and EAT MORE!

    " Duan Wu Jie Kuai Le ! "
    Hmm..Happi Eating Dumpling~!

    posted by -Val- on Wednesday, May 31, 2006  
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    28 May, 2006

    BookFest @ M'sia

    We went to the book-fest at KL Convention Centre. Before that we went to KLCC and had our lunch. I ordered a japanese lunch set, the miso sup taste so horrible. YULK!! Then we walk through the Aquaria turnel and carpark. Very near only..

    At there, there were bonanza of books!! WOAA..so pening walk around the stalls coz really biG~! I just walk through some stalls but not all lorr..aiyo so so tired. We met a friend from camp, but she didn't really remember us..ha.. I went out of my mind when i saw those books, oh my gosh!! I love them so much~ Many books dat i wanna purchase but i hav to plan my budject well coz these days spent too much.. I dun like to take money from parents, i will only use daily saving to buy things. So I'm damn poor...

    I only bought 2 books, a piano book and a Chicken Soup book. My houz so many piano books ledi, haven't finish pratice the "nocturne". How leh..so hard ohh, teacher coming next tuesday. I'm going for another trip to the book-fest, maybe next sunday becoz DANIEL is coming on next sunday!! Haha i sot liao..

    Exhausted since yesterday. Hiazz..need more sleep. Before we went home we had ABC Supreme at KLCC. With some bananas on the top, special hor? Haha so happi today.

    posted by -Val- on Sunday, May 28, 2006  
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    27 May, 2006

    No chinese words~!

    All 'righ. No chinese words, i'm totally fed up with that prob ledi. If browsing my blog using Internet Explorer, all the chinese words seems like arabic words. Twisting words dat looks so funny, even though change the encoding also cannot help.

    Aiyo..AIYO!! I wrote some nice poem using chinese words, but it can only be seen using Firefox. I tested it with my bro's computer ledi, so big difference leh!! Stupid internet explorer...all things went messed up using it.

    Dat's why i wanna create a chinese blog..or i'll just blog in english. 'duh!

    posted by -Val- on Saturday, May 27, 2006  
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    26 May, 2006

    Marks

    今天派了数学考卷
    与数字没缘分的我
    试卷二考得不好
    水晶般的玻璃心已碎了
    我唯有强忍着泪水
    不想在大家面前落泪

    后来
    当老师念出大家的分数
    然而你却跑来问我分数
    我支吾难以言语

    为什么
    全班那么多人
    怎么偏偏是我
    老师才刚念过分数啊~
    知道你多我一分半分
    你那骄傲自满的副德性
    可否体会我的感受
    我那低咽饮泣的哭泣

    用别人的痛苦换取自己的快乐
    这是你安慰自己的方法吗?
    今天我又哭了
    眼睛肿了好几天
    我已够伤了
    还嫌我还不够伤吗

    我的痛苦换你的开心这
    交易对你来说很棒
    不是吗?

    posted by -Val- on Friday, May 26, 2006  
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    25 May, 2006

    存在

    记忆是无法抹灭的
    只能深深的埋藏在心中
    过去的一切
    就算惋惜也无法挽回

    仍然相信
    世界还是如此这般
    人都未曾改变
    缺堤的泪水爬满眼眶
    抽抽搐搐
    说好时间可以冲淡一切
    然而不管怎么想念和无奈
    也不会再回来了

    好好过着每一天
    就是最好的安慰了
    有预感告诉我
    明天肯定是晴天

    posted by -Val- on Thursday, May 25, 2006  
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    24 May, 2006

    Blue

    I cried again. I'm not tough enough. His eyes sparkled and his lips broke into gentle smile when i saw him. I wish that i could at least do something for him. Crying won't help anything..

    Memories flow like giant tears, the chills arises in the air, a masterpiece in mind, a beautiful funeral. Roses set up the casket,a pale face laid to rest, angelic song was sang. Jesus gave his guidence, his reassurance, and the deliverance for the love ones. Jesus's blew and the dust were scattered and brought a person to life. (That's what i heard from the priest..)

    It's a fagrid night. I'm stil don't know should i give u a call or not. How are you? Are you okay? Did you need anything? Tonight the first night and what i'm doing now is just sitting in front of computer weeping. Is there anything that i can do for you? I hope that i could giggle and slurp a hot chocolate with you tonight. But ler I'm not good in talking and i'm afraid that what i wil make it worse. Dear friend, forgive me..

    It hurts to look back, if you feel afraid to look ahead, look besides coz we all will be there.


    posted by -Val- on Wednesday, May 24, 2006  
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    23 May, 2006

    A day full of grief

    Hiaz~ We were chit-chatting in da classrom and then, Pn Chin came in our class, she said something to everyone.

    " Lee Yin Wan, kenapa kamu punya kertas 1 sangat baik tetapi kertas 2 sangat teruk. "

    WHAT?! I went numb for a sec.TERUK!? She must be very disappointed because she might expect me do well in paper 2 just like my paper 1. She didn't tell me much about it but I had bad feeling about my Math result already. I nonchalantly chat with my friends but however her words are cunning. It hurts a lot.

    Later on, I heard something about a friend of mine. My equilibrium was being shaken, in all sudden I felt gloomy. I felt like a worthless friend. When I was going back home, somehow tears welled in my eyes; I choked up. Dear friend, I don't really know what should i do. I feel like I'm a worthless friend.Neither words nor poem could express my sorrow right now.

    posted by -Val- on Tuesday, May 23, 2006  
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    靠岸

    简单的旋律
    在夜里回荡
    按捺不住的泪水
    崩溃了

    只想静一静
    听听夜晚的怨诉
    离开现实的身躯
    陷入没有境界的幻界

    背负着自己的影子
    向现实开战
    隐藏着憔悴的一面
    翘首着星星
    我的船靠岸了吗

    乘着海风起了帆
    飘流是为了寻找答案
    顺着风 随直觉
    抵达属于自己的港湾

    posted by -Val- on Tuesday, May 23, 2006  
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    20 May, 2006

    书展

    今天去逛书局
    问了关于书展的事情噢!
    原来18岁以下的我们是不用买票的噢!
    所谓的票就是那本Booklet
    只要带身份证去就可以进去了

    不过
    我还是买了那本书
    因为里面有好多东西噢,
    还有时间表
    好期待那书展噢!

    今天独自走街
    可能这就是我的特征吧
    想了一些东西
    得到了好多灵感
    等到考试后就要开始写东西了

    就这样
    开心的心情
    平淡的一天

    posted by -Val- on Saturday, May 20, 2006  
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    考试

    考试考试!天啊到底要考到几时?
    不过想一想其实"考试"是人生必须经过的过程。
    考驾车执照也是得考试的啊。
    若要登记结婚也是要考试的啊,哎哟!
    如果"肥"了就很难受;考得好就很有满足感,不是吗?
    人生因考试而变得精彩变得有意思。
    没有考试就没有人生目标,好像迷失在山崖里

    考试有提示是件好事还是坏事呢?
    没有提示就读得很辛苦
    可是若有提示就很难衡量自己的潜能
    好难控制自己啊~
    难道可以忽略手上的提示吗?
    有谁不想考到优异的成绩呢?

    若可以公平竞争难道不是件好事吗?
    可以让人觉悟自己的错误
    所谓的考试才更有意思嘛!
    虽然很讨厌考试,恨不得想放弃
    可是想一想
    这两个字增添了校园的色彩
    让我们的中学生涯更有意义噢!

    posted by -Val- on Saturday, May 20, 2006  
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    Confuse wit codes

    Aiyo my blog's code, all messed up. And the chinese words don't work at all, hiazz!! WHat happened to my computer?? I wanna whack this computer ledi larr, go in other webside also cannot browse. AiyA..i'm haven't decide whether wanna register another Chinese BloG coz this blog, kinda messed up ledi. AIYOO..

    Today no exam, hooray! Voon, Ting, and me chat a lot today coz teacher came in doing nothing. We planned to the book fair next week. Aiyo but the ticket problems..then leh we dunno the A1(someone who sure get A1 in SPM) and 'tin choi' (genius) wanna go or not. If wan bring them go to book fair ar, dunno they wan to go or no leh. See lor see if tmr i free or not i go AP and ask about the book fair.

    Feel really sick today. Esp during tuition. Got flue again, who so bad always curse me?!! Don't let me know who is it arrrr, or else..~! THank god tmr is holiday, i can sleep until very late! DONT DISTURB ME SLEEPING ar! Whatever u do, don't wake me up coz i need sleep. This week i hardly slept, i went to bed about 12pm and i wake up 4am.

    Hopefully tmr this com wil back to normal again...

    posted by -Val- on Saturday, May 20, 2006  
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    14 May, 2006

    Kaira's blog


    I found Kaira's BLOG!! WOA..her blog is so nice..
    http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kaira0725

    posted by -Val- on Sunday, May 14, 2006  
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    Hapi Mother's Day!!

    To my dearly mummy

    Happy mother's day! To mothers all over the world : U GUYS ARE SO AWESOME AND WE LOVE YA!

    From inside my heart, however i wish to capture the endless etenal love of my mum soul. I love my dearly mum so much~~!! My mum, no other like d others mum, love us so much and take care of us with motherly love. You can tell it by looking at me, i would never and ever suceed to DIET becoz of my mum's cooking. Hers cooking is the best!! She fulfill the needs of all without asking for any return. Among the whole galaxy, you are the brightest *star.*

    I was crowned as a "pig" in d houz coz i love to eat and sleep all time. Well, what else shud i be called ? Did you know what she told her friends about me? "MY DAUGHTER AR, PIG ar, always sleep and eat all the time. Her life is like a pig! " Ha..i hear ledi also laugh. The thing is i love my mum but somehow i don't know how to express my love for her. I wish to dedicate my love here to the most perfect human being on earth, MY MUMMY~!

    MUM, your "pig" here wanna thank you for your understanding, your enduring patience fo always being there for me, and for your everlasting love~! Muakszzz! Time braided your hair with silver threads and wrinkes your skin. However your soul doesn't age and we love you! Mum i don't tell you enough how much i really care. And yet something for sure i'll love you forever. HAPPY MOTHER's DAY, LOVE YA!

    posted by -Val- on Sunday, May 14, 2006  
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    12 May, 2006

    A lil relaxion on Wesak Day

    Piracy..shoud we say NO?

    No tuition, no skol, HOLIDAY! Today me and my family went to Sinma, my dad told me there's going to be cheap sale coz they are closing down. Not close down,hmm..kinda got issue between the shop owner i think. When i reach there, so many ppl! esp the ground floor where the CDs are sold. The CDs not very cheap lo, even if got lelong also kinda exp. SIGH~ i though i would buy some cds but there were so crowded and hot!

    I bought two MP3 cds. Got Kaira's song~!! And a shirt..pink colour de! I met Yikvoon, Thong Poh and Lai Chee there also! so surprise, i thought they were studying at houz and cramming the books. Well i think i was wrong, ha! THen after a while me and my family went home ledi.

    U know me larr..a shopaholic. My hands itchy ledi coz long time didn't went for shopping ledi. I wanna go to temple but my mum very busy today. They went off to South City Plaza ledi..i'm home alone. OK la, tired ledi wan study liao..

    posted by -Val- on Friday, May 12, 2006  
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    11 May, 2006

    First result for PTAJ exams..


    So happi~! I got d result frm tuition centre ledi, the first subject lo..BM. Dat essay was about PLKN, although i hate PLKN but stil i had to write about it. 95.5% over 100%~~OH GOSH! So surprised! Pn Suzana said if we didn't get more than 70 marks we'll hav to go for "Pusat Pemulihan". In other words, Kelas Pemulihan.

    Guess what she told to the whole class when she gave away the papers. She give comment for everyone, for mine..
    " Wan(my name) ni ada sajak dalam karangan, macam cetak rompak." =_='' WHAT?! PIRACY? I just wrote a poem lastly..u know the ad- in the tv. Um..i think it sounds like this..PLKN, Tanggungjawab bersama..bla bla bla..something like dat la.. =_='' Sounds kinda wierd when after i "polish" that poem.

    She wrote some comments on my paper..4 lines long! WOAAA..But stil got another ppl got 98%, higher than me. Aiya dun care what d other ppl do la..i'm very happi wit my results ledi. At first I was so worried if i need to attend kelas pemulihan. But anyway i wanna join dat class as a volunteer becuz i wanna improve my BM. WA! IF my BM in skol can get result like this then good lo..

    So happi about d result. But this is jz d first subject. But results for Account and Eko and Perdgn sure very cham~~.. Aikz!

    posted by -Val- on Thursday, May 11, 2006  
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    Exam week 2..

    This pic suits our BI exam, Paper 1

    Today got Add Math exam..d paper 1 was quite okay. But i forgot to put the kuasa dua at the jarak formula! Darn! Aikzz..my eye really got problem ledi lo.. Paper 2 ar..very tough..aiyo very cham. Hopefully my mothly test marks could cover all the mistake i made. AIYO~!!

    This week oso got BM BI Math..BM ler, um...dunno..not very confident. BI ar..DARN i knew one of the question i answered wrongly. The others not yet check. After exam when i was in the car going back home suddenly i remembered what the word means. Maths ler, Hmm..the objective was okay but the other paper was quite tricky.

    This week i was kinda down with flu. Esp in exam, my nose made all the funny sound. So pity to all my frenz who sit near to me. Hope you guys didn't influenced by my "virus". Aiyo i dun like my place during exam, so so hot. And feel so sleepy under the sun.

    Yesterday i went for my ortodontic treatment. I barely ate anything. Aiyo...so cham. Next week's subject very hard ohh..gambateh lerr...

    posted by -Val- on Thursday, May 11, 2006  
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    06 May, 2006

    I am LOST!


    LOST LOST and LOST! Yesterday exam BC paper, d subject i fear the most coz i dun like BC!! The paper 1, that letter kills me!! THe other essay was "quite okay"..it went well at first. Then not enuff time to write dat essay, aikz!!

    Becoz of the letter lo.. I WAS doing quite well job at the second essay AT FIRST, but i just need 10 more minutes and it will be just nice! 5 minutes before the bell rang, Miss Chan intended to collect papers. She said "stop writing" but so funny i didn't stop my pen. Just 2 more paragraph and i'm done! AIYO~

    She stare at me and yelled again :" I SAID..STOP WRITING!!" =_='' Since she stare at me what could i do..i stop lo. I finish my last sentence and hand it to teacher ledi.
    *SOB SOB T_T

    Dunno why, feel like i'm totally lost. I scare i can't score well in exam, i'm afraid of not getting good result. Last year, got "a few" subject i did "quite okay". I think i can't score the "quite okay" result this time...
    Next week got BM BI +Math and Math. I worked my fingers to the bone and hope that i'll did well in this exam. (did i or didn't i? Whatever la..) But stil i'll nvr forget to watch tv..ha..

    OK la, dun wan talk so much lo..study study..ciaoz!

    posted by -Val- on Saturday, May 06, 2006  
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    03 May, 2006

    Today very sad..

    This week, tuition centre there got exam. Whole week got exam..today's subject was Science and Account. D results will sent to parents, today's sains was "okay". At least i'll pass i think..

    Account!! 3 question within an hour and 15 minutes. I finished the first two, but when it came to the last one. Penyata Pendapatan Perkongsian! With PHR, Susutnilai, summore KKK. Feel so sad ohhh..i thought i'll did "quite okay" in this exam. But it turned out...CANNOT IMBANG!! very sad...the amount not same. About 20k different..20K.??!!

    I dun wan to blame others..my fault. Nvm lerr..i won't blame anyone. My wrong, coz i was so so dumb!!

    Tomorrow got exam BM, Cikgu Suzana said who-ever did well will get RM50 reward. But definately not me lo..my BM teruk. Hiazz..dun care la. Whatever la..i feel so sad now. If someone reaward me RM 100 also i will not happy coz i can't IMBANG my account. Very very very sad...i think many ppl wil say me so stupid only one account cannot imbang. But it means a lot for me...sorry if u found that reading my blog was so stupid.

    Really sorry..but then i dunno what can i do. I wish to phone my friends, but i think they are studying now and i dun wish to disturb them...OH WELL..

    posted by -Val- on Wednesday, May 03, 2006  
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