30 June, 2006

Pakwak? Makwak?

Cikgu : Wan, awk ada pakwak tak?
Me : Tin, Ape tu?
Fatin : ..itu "boyfriend" lar.
Me : Ohh, dengar macam pelik je..Cikgu, kitorang ni tak de lar.
Cikgu : Betul ke Wan?? Ehh macam tak percaya aje..
Me : Ale Cikgu. Wan ni bukannya cantik sangat..
Cikgu : Eh tapi Si John dengan Shawn it handsome juga kan??
Me : Ya ke? Tak nampak pun..
Cikgu: : Cikgu tengok Shawn tu nampak macam Jacky Cheung.
Me : Harr...=.=''ll
Cikgu : Eh Wan, cinta tu buta tau!
Me : .....

Hehe, sorry for my broken malay. Bahasa Rojak! Hehe, we hav to learn some too when we communicate with people rite? Some friends in tuition centre, Sharol & Farah. They,couple! I was like..harr?? Realli??

( I'm really kecoh at tuition centre if u know me. Always ask stupid question, teacher also like to fool around with me.)

Actually having a Pakwak/Makwak is quite okay de lar. Well if u found the right one. Some friends of mine, they couple couple together and study together. No bad mar, hor? And this may change one's fate. But don't "mesra-mesra" in front of people lar, yulks. Sir Govind always call me to marry Sir How. Yerrr, i don't want him lar. If he diet a bit maybe i'll consider. Hahahhaaa..don't take it seriously. Hmm, whatever lar. Cinta tu buta kan? My mum always told me, if u don't want to study go marry rich people.

Hey, the problem is..nobody want me leh?! U think your daughter is miss universe meh? Aiyo...

posted by -Val- on Friday, June 30, 2006  
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27 June, 2006

I don't like Superman

Copycats. In other word, Superman ("chao ren"). Well, if u're a girl then u're Superwoman. Haha..

Today Pn CPC gave back our essay papers. She wrote something at the bottom of my paper, some bad comment. It means i copycat-ed other people's work. I didn't, i didn't, i didn't!! They, they are the ones who copied my essay. I was about to cry when i saw my paper. It's not fair, at all.

I dont mind they copied my work, this happens all the time. But, whatever u do just don't put me in trouble lar. I don't like people with this copycat-ing characteristic. I hate people whom copy my work without a good reason. A reason that u don't know how to do the homework. It's unfair.
Sometimes,I did too. I did copy other's homework. But i did it when i was in desperation. If i forget about a homework, i will do so. But in the end i did not put the person in trouble.

Feel so sad right now...how ler? What should i do with my paper? She must have thinked that i'm a bad girl and like copy other people's work. I'm not a top student and not a clever girl. At least, i did do my homeworks. In my own hands.

posted by -Val- on Tuesday, June 27, 2006  
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26 June, 2006

Totally mixed up..

Today during the boring assembly as usual, we have the prize giving ceremony. When Mr Cheng Wai Lung announced the prizes for the essay writing competition.

Mr Cheng: Next we have, Lee Yin Mian.
(silence..how come nobody went up the stage?)
Mr Cheng: I repeat, Lee Yin Mian from 5E5

...!!! My name is not "yin mian", for your information sir. He is our Moral teacher and a "well-known" Chinese teacher. What did he just called me? When i went up the stage, i was so embarassed. Haiyo..want to kick him when i walk passed him. ~!@#$% Haha..i receive a book, hiazz don't know what book is that. Err, something about hunting, pigs, crocodile, fish. Hiazz..and also i received a small trophy for the English Essay Writing Competition.

After skol today i had my lunch at a coffee shop near Danau Kota before go to hospital. I met my ex-senior, Xue Yin. So happi..she's so pretty! Among the seniors, there are 3 seniors i cherish the most. She is one of them. I missed those days, 3 years ago during stok-checking. That's was the best time i ever had in PS. They are my "gor gor jie jie" to me and i love them so much!

This is the last trip to the hospital, i hope.

posted by -Val- on Monday, June 26, 2006  
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25 June, 2006

Bad Day

Title: Bad Day
Artist: Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

*Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day*

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
Repeat *
(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

posted by -Val- on Sunday, June 25, 2006  
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23 June, 2006

Just..don't ask me why..

Today at skol, not in mood for the lessons. My mind keep on thinking other stuff. I didn't really pay attention to what teacher said. So when Miss CSL asked me question, i was toally shocked. What? What happened? She asked me a question and i was totally blurr. So embarrassed..i never been like this during English lessons.

I just..don't like. I don't like people expect great expectation from me. My english sucks and people just keep on asking me question. I've already told ya, i'm not good in english and not in the mood for today's lesson. Later the Chinese Society member came in our class and told me remember to come on Monday coz need to take the prize for the essay competition. After a few minutes later the English Society came in and told me the same thing. 2 prizes, but i don't feel the excitement at all.

Haiya, just consolation prize. Don't have take also nvm. But consider good liao lo..u know the English essay. I didn't expect to get any prize for that one.That day, my classmate keep on asking me question and some even grab my paper and copy my essay. How am i going to finish it within an hour? I don't have a minute at all, not a quiet one. Just cincai lar, write a bit then hand in to teacher ledi. BC, the same thing. Even BM too.Who do u all think i am?? Ur dictionary?? Even ur dictionary need a minute of peace and time to think.

Actually i'm not being selfish but..don't know how to say ler. Imagine that you are in the exam hall and u stil have 10 minutes and u have an essay to write. That moment u will feel that every second is very precious. Suddenly some annoying people asked u a lot of questions. Err, how to spell this word ar, how to say this ar, what this mean ar, how to write ar, how to say this ar. U know the feeling..horrible..

Hiazz, after came home today. I type the moral essay for Taw Yang then email to him. I didn't manage to sleep for a while before tuition. Err..I want to write a bit about what's wrong these days.

I'm fine.I'll be at hospital for a couple of days. But I don't think i have time for homework.

posted by -Val- on Friday, June 23, 2006  
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22 June, 2006

Another one

There's a notice at the noticeboard in PS. Saying that we have to go to skol on this Saturday for the PS meeting, traning, whatever lar. I told Kai Weng that i'll go, but after i came home i asked my dad. I can't go on that day, i have to stay at houz looking after my sister. Tmr is an important day for all of us.

Today seems like a bad day, too. Nothing seems captured my attention and nothing could cheer me up. I don't think i could have a well-deserved break till next next week.

I want to apologize to all my frenz, for my behavior these days. I'm totally gone. i feel really sad. First is the exam thing, second is... (i don't think i want to post in blog coz..it's kinda private) I've tried, not to think so much. The thing that makes me feel better is piano and music.

Hope that tomorrow will be a fine day, coz it means a lot to me.

posted by -Val- on Thursday, June 22, 2006  
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21 June, 2006

Bad hair day

After came from skol, i played piano. OOPS! Wrong terminology. It should be like this, "i slamed piano for hours after i came home".

My day didn't went well today. Very sad..and so i just... I think i need change my room "feng shui" ledi, things did not went well these days. Or, did someone cast a bad curse on me? I wonder how i'm going to face this till next week. Izzit becoz of 2 yrs ago?? or izzit that i'm a terrible person? Whatever the answer is, i think i should be a responsible person and not blaming the others for my mistake.

Today's post a bit short, coz later i hav tuition. I feel really sad. Later after i come home, i'm going to play piano again. I don't know what else should i do.. I think i need a well-deserved holiday, let go all these stuff out of my head.

posted by -Val- on Wednesday, June 21, 2006  
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18 June, 2006

Exhausting weekend

Today woke up at 7.45am, realli tired. A fine day. After doing all the business then me and frenz went to UIAM lo, today we have seminars for BM. A fine day for a fine journey.

Today we learnt a lot during the seminars. Actually these seminars are for those "gor-gor jie-jie" that will retake SPM papers in 27th June. But we are encouraged to join too. Maybe because i'm a chinese gal, the teacher always looking at me. Freaks me out. =.='' Haiyo never seen a chinese girl meh??

Yesterday Cikgu B, he called me "ah sing". WHAAATTT??!! What name was that? sounds so wierd, sounds like "ah sei" (in cantonese) Aiyo, dun cincai give me a name lar. Call me "ah moi" next time..OK?!!! Haiyo so long ledi stil don't know my name.

Today and yesterday after the seminars, we traveled back to tuition centre by bus. I called the bus driver to drop me near my houz coz i want to walk back home.

Me: Bang, nanti turunkan saya di tepi jalan di Dataran Ukay.Boleh tak?
Abang Driver: Boleh boleh! Eh, awak nama siapa?
Me: Wan (my name)
Abang: Awak cina ke??
Me: Arrr..
Abang: Awak cute lerr.
Me:...=.='''lll

What is wrong with the driver?? Haiyo never seen a chinese girl meh?? The WMP back to normal again. That's all for today, a fine day!

Dad, love ya always!!!
Stay young, and stay "fit"!
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

posted by -Val- on Sunday, June 18, 2006  
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17 June, 2006

A fighter

Life's a long bumpy road
It aint sunny and flat all the time
There will be curves and bumps
And some rains to shower our journey

Speak to your minds
Strive for your dreams
Push yourself all the way
Pull through with flying colours
You are a fighter

Spread love everywhere you go
Love yourself unconditionally
Believe what fate brings us
Overcome your fearless
You are a fighter

The hardest battle
Is to battle to be just YOU
Serve your soul with your confidence
Don't fret nor give up
You are a fighter

Your chances of success
They are measured by your belief in yourself
They is no way to know before experiencing
Push your fears away with determination
You are a fighter

Be originally yourself
Make yourself a fighter
A one that fights for life and success.

posted by -Val- on Saturday, June 17, 2006  
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Something went wrong

Woke up at 7.30am, i went to a seminar organized by tuition centre at UIAM. Today subject was Math. We learnt and revised all the chapters. I want to blog more about the seminar. It's really great but i'm really tired. Tmr we'll hav BM seminar.

After came home from the exhausting seminar, bad luck for me. The Winamp and WMP went out of order. Oh great. Perfect. After I saw a pile of homeworks..double perfect. Really tired arr, so many homeoworks. BC essay and Nilam, Add Maths and Maths. Still have tuition homeworks.

Didn't write a poem for a long time already. Hiazz..no mood for these now. Everything went wrong and i never felt happy since the first day of school of the second semester. Nothing could make me happy.

I guess that's all for today. I'm going to sleep right now and hope that things will be better tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.

posted by -Val- on Saturday, June 17, 2006  
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15 June, 2006

Exams

Scared
Yet excited about the possibilities
Exams
Being a part of school life
Bringing terror fright and fear

We are expected to pass
Parents and teachers will applaud us if we do so
No one wants to be considered worthless
And so we are obsessed with exams.

It's a time of gloom for everyone
Good spirits seems to be destroyed
By the dread and fear of examination.
Surely including me.
The reminder of the approaching exams
Drives me lunatic and tense
Daily schedule is forcing me to resist all charms
Oh God, i need my nap-py!!

The examination formula:
Passing means sucess
Failure is unspeakable
So wipe off your tears
And convice yourself
For at least you've tried

posted by -Val- on Thursday, June 15, 2006  
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14 June, 2006

Irresistible

Okay, u won. I posted yesterday that i will not blog that often. But seems like today...*sigh* I'm not a determind enough. GOSH, what shud i do to improve my result arr..

Today my youngest anutie and her husband(uncle), and their little princess came all the way from SP(Sg Petani) to KL. The little princess, my cousin. She was so cute, err about 2 years old. Can't even talk proper language, so cute!! She's a quiet and shy gal, i played piano for her and i think she loves piano very much. I chased her all the way in the house just to feed her lunch, gosh she ran really fast. I think i ran about a few kilometres just to give her a scoop. Kids hav no worries, they eat, play and sleep. No exams,no stress and have long nap-py. I hope that i can take over her place right now..i want my nap-py!

Today i had some advices from Pn Sik, about add maths. Lack of exercise. Yea, she's right. I think i need to arrange my timetable coz sleep late is not good for health. Everyone should be on bed by 11pm. Guess what time went to bed everyday?? haha..she said that i can score A1 and adviced me to do more exercise. I only got B3 for add maths, but to score A1, i don't think i can lo. I'll do more exercise, i want to show Pn Sik and Sir Govind my SPM result next year, with a A1 for Matematik Tambahan. (day dreaming again..*knock knock* hello wake up lerr!!)

Mayb i'll continue blogging, but not that often. See how lerr..don't know yet.

posted by -Val- on Wednesday, June 14, 2006  
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13 June, 2006

The wrong card i played

Today i got the result for my Eco, A2. Don't know how come so sucks. "kantoi!" haha, some words learnt from some frenz in tuition centre. How lerr, need to study liao. MY ECO arr, how come how come??!!

Hiazz..BM sucks lar. I sacrificed my nap time in the afternoon for BM everyday. Very tired arr..if i didn't hav my nap-py everyday. These days Pn Suzana gave Sharol, Tin, Tiqa and me xtra private BM classes everyday. From 4-5pm. Then after 5pm we hav our usual tuition schedules. Everyday u know, until the day SPM. Oh, weekend dun hav lar coz teacher also need rest de mar.

I think, maybe i should not blog so much. Dunno lerr, coz need to study more. I can feel the SPM count down getting closer and closer day by day. Many subjects "kantoi". I think i should study more instead of online. My mum advice for me :

"You ar, always sleep and eat like a pig. If u cut down ur sleep maybe u'll score better results."

OMG, what kind of theory is this?

posted by -Val- on Tuesday, June 13, 2006  
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12 June, 2006

Teacher's marking so strict!!

The first day of the second semester started and we started our first day with the exam paper results.

The first subject, PN CPC gave away our Chinese paper. GOSH!! quite ok larrr..hmm. Statisfied larr..don't want to ask for more. I think i'll get an A for BC, so happi!! I've been dying to get a A for my Chinese for years, coz my chinese really sucks. My essay part, i got a "hao!" (good) word from teacher. Thanx teacher, u don't know how much it means to me..

The second one, English. Miss CSL marked really strict. I was so scare arrrrr..when i saw how she mark our paper. I thought i'm going to fail. First time i met a english teacher mark so strict, but thank god. I survived, i was so surprise when i get my results.! i was totally numb when get my result frm her hand. With a word " good attempt!" in the paper, YES!!! Another A for me..hehee!!!

The third one, Add Maths. Hiazz, no need to see de la. Sure not good..but really happi coz i get B. Improve liao lor, last time C. I'm not good in numberic subject..hate those numbers. But surely hope that i'll get better result for this subject next time. ;) GAMBATEH!!

Then, moral. AHhhh..moral. Our teacher marked so strict. DIdn't make sense at all i think. U know when we wrote our answer but he didn't gave us any mark. Unlike last year Pn Tan gave us marks for our own answer as long it make sense. He..mark our paper, almost the whole class get between 0-60 marks only. Over 100 u know. I got only 50, sigh!! Dissapointed. Last year i got 80++ Now ar, B also dun have i think. Dunno lerrr..haven't count finish yet. I didn't blame him, i blame myself for my stupidness.

The next one, Sejarah. Thought that i might get an A2 for that subject. When the first objective paper hand to us i think i stil might have a chance, perhaps. The second paper comes, BUMP!! No more liao...No A for sejarah. Hiazzz..only got a B. I crap a lot in the essay part, for the birokarsi question i only got 4 marks, over 20 marks. Yerrr..where got like dat de. Izzit me stupid or she marked wrong. Sure is i'm stupid. Sejarah ar..u know how much i love u. But u dun give me A..u so bad larrr....

Dat's for today, the first day of skol. I feel happi and sad, err..how leh? Hope other subject will be much better. Oh ya, still got one more subject. Computer, hehehe...stil ok lar. :) dun be a greedy gal..hor? Got some ppl think dat i'm good and even scold me coz i got so good marks stil not happi.

True, but we always hope that we were better. U know the feeling, when u predict that in certain subject u hav the confident that u'll score high marks but suddenly u failed the test. The feeling, u know..how hurts. And after the hurting part we'll work harder to obtain better results in the future.

posted by -Val- on Monday, June 12, 2006  
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11 June, 2006

A nice flash

I found a flash from the net, very nice. For all my frenz..everyone.

http://minhtuan.name/fun4all/iLoveU.swf

I love u guys, all my frenz, my family, and everyone of u. Life is short and we all knew that. We always say that we will appreciate our frenz and family. But how lehh?? I really dunno. I appreciate all of my frenz, all of you. I'm so lucky to hav a friend like u all. Frenz that lighten up my day, frenz that listened to my soul when i was down, frenz that hold me up and all the frenz that stil take this stupid gal (me!) as a friend.

Actually,I don't think i'm a good person lo..sometime don't know how to help my frenz. Forgive me. OK, last word before i publish this post...

Dear friend, take care of yourself and happi always. Thankx for being a good friend of mine, love ya all alwayxx!!:)

posted by -Val- on Sunday, June 11, 2006  
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10 June, 2006

Miss the days..LS

Today i clicked my frenz friendster profile and saw their pic. Their pic at Language Studio. Suddenly miss them so much. Who is teaching them now eh? is Sir Andrew stil teaching them? or..did Sir Adam came back to visit again? Well, ya. I stil remember each of them.

Chicken Wing: the one who thought dat i was same age like him..lolx! I'm an year older than you, boy! stop calling me "battery", my name is "V-A-L-E-R-I-E" ! He's a funny guy..stil i like him for his unsensible jokes. Oh ya, and her sister too,Pui Ling. She's a cute gal..~@^^@~
Farm: For her,Watch out guys! This gal's karate will kick ur *ss off. Haahaa..she's a tomboy and cool. Hmm..don't mess up with her lol..Gambateh in ur exam, Farm~!!
Allisa: Er..she's so skinny! Haiyo..but she's cool. I like to act drama with her. Really fun~~!! She's really friendly and likes hip hop.
Ika: Same age with me. Love her so much, she's cute. Didn't sms her for a long time ledi lor...
Mandy: Well, she quit earlier than me. Hmm, she's good in piano, she's doing her diploma in her piano. So awesome ohh!! I wish i could be like her someday.

They are lots of frenz there. Raymond the quiet boy, Ivy the roxy gal, Hamizah the cute gal who loves her Gardenia bread, the durian boy who is damn good in english, etc. Gosh i miss them so much. Becoz of my heavy schedules i dropped Language Studio out of my list. A bit regret right now...somehow.

I miss the drama class, the play, the harry potter poster in our class, the friends, even the teachers. Guys i miss you all so much!!

posted by -Val- on Saturday, June 10, 2006  
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07 June, 2006

I love economy~!

Today tuition classes we hav Account. Our account teacher, Mr Jehabar (our principle) taught us new chapter, Syarikat Berhad. Very slow horr..other ppl teach finish ledi liao lo...

I always like him with this talkings, so syok. Today's topic so syok leh!! :) He teach us some theory before start to do the lejar and jurnal stuff. He told us some general knowledge about share, remiser, BSKL, and the Crisis 1997!! So syok arrr..i like to hear about economy. *@*

Well, err..it's something like this. In 1997 the Myanmar face some problems, the within problems. The president dunno wat wat wat larr, forget ledi. Somehow Asia countries stil take Myanmar as a ASIAN country. Then the Amerika angry ledi lor, want to show some face bcoz Asia dun listen to his advice not to take Myanmar. Then Amerika presiden call his..his wat ar..err.."someone" lar. (forget his name ledi..;P) "Someone" then bought our Asia money share,(example: RM).

As a result Asian countries shares went astronomically high. Everyone was happi, but suddenly the "someone" sell all the shares away all at the same time. *BUMP!* The all share then drop liao lo...Bad thing happen liao lorr. Okay, now the hero part.

*TA DA!*

The hero comes in, IMF. IMF offered some options and solutions for Asian countries. Every president in every country faced big problems as their country went bankrap becoz of the share stuff, so they accepted IMF. IMF takes places in everything, almost everything. IMF not good de ar. But our ex-PM refuse to accept IMF although all the economist told him the only-and-best solution is to take IMF. Our ex-PM Datuk Mahatir somehow believed in his own theory and he did, save our country. And that gave a harsh hit to the economist. This means, the old economy book need update liao lorrr, throw away lar. Hahaaa..so don't believe 100% to the books.

Today's class so syok arr!! I dunno whether i'm right or not, don't believe what i wrote in this blog. Coz i may not be right one coz i'm zero knowledge about this. :) Don't come to hit me ar..if i'm wrong. I'm going to find out more about his. Maybe i'll ask my dad..hehe..

The moral of today's class:
1. Let your belongings and money to be rich; don't ever let yourself be rich. Be rich and be a humble person.
2. Books gave us knowledge, but it's our choice and our responsibility to justify and question it.

posted by -Val- on Wednesday, June 07, 2006  
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06 June, 2006

It's just a comic book

My sis, a big fan of the comic book "Ge Mei Liang". She even loves the author's signature. =_=''
Er-hmm! Maybe this is just to profound and well beyond the comprehension of a teenage elder sister like me. Huh? What is in that author that intrigues my sis anyway? (The author is not very handsome anyway..;p)

Then later on, i found out that she hav almost the full collection of the "Ge Mei Liang". WOAA..where and how did she get those books? Hmm.. obviously she's hiding something! That day when me, my mum and my sis went to the BookFest, she persuaded me to buy her 2 more comic books. Then the other day she persuaded my mum to buy her 7 more. So clever horr...

I glanced through some pages of the book while she's away. Err..it's not bad actually. Many thoughts just darted through my mind while reading. Hmm..not bad. No wonder lar, i always saw some mischievous smile on my sis face when she read the books. :) She even influence me to read her comic books. Hmm..

Well,i hope that she learnt something from the book, something that comes from the within.

posted by -Val- on Tuesday, June 06, 2006  
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04 June, 2006

Save our earth, save me!

Today my mum and my sis will be going to the BookFest for the second trip, the third one for me. Today is the last day of the fair, and i'm juz too tired to walk anymore. So i've decided to stay at houz..

Daniel will be at BookFest this evening (6pm). Aikzz..i wish i could see Daniel again. These days after having the medicine pils make me so drowsy. I was like staggering when i walk, it's kinda dangerous lorr if walking all around like dat at the BookFest. Who knows i might bump to the walls?

Well, it's becoz my nose lorrr. I'm allergic to the polluted air, esp the at skol. It makes me so hard to breathe, sometime i hardly breathe using my nose. Haiyo..save our earth larr..and save my nose too. Hiazz..see now i have to eat those pils that make me nauseate. I hate medicine, but now i guess the only thing i could do is to endure it. Rite?

Human beings and plants lead a symbiotic existence. They are inter-dependent. (Moral : Menyayangi and Menghargai Alam Sekitar) Hiazz..i haven't finish my moral project yet.

posted by -Val- on Sunday, June 04, 2006  
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